Hello Seattle, I Am A Sleeping Pill.

Tersentak seketika, melihat kerenah ibu bapa semasa berbuka puasa. Mama yang terasa hati dengan kelakuan babah. Aku cuma melayan makanan aku. Bukak puasa hari ini agak berselera bagi aku, mungkin sebab bibik menyediakan antara salah satu makanan kegemaran aku, lontong. Tetapi, jauh di sudut hati, aku hanya dapat terbayangkan how fragile and delicate it is a woman's heart. Termenung seketika dibuatnya selepas solat maghrib.

I miss you. I really do..

I Am An Astronaut, With A Hefty Thing To Say.

Terpinga-pinga juga dibuatnya. Tak pernah lagi terasa sedalam ni. Sigh, terasa sayang sangat, everything you ever wanted, everything u ever wished for, is just there, but you just can't seem to reach it.

Maka saya terdiri daripada orang2 yang rugi, teramat rugi. Hati yang tulus mencintai, dibuang berciciran. Mungkin terlalu leka dengan menjaga perasaan sendiri, perasaan orang yang tersayang, dibiar sendiri.

Lagu Mr. Right by A Rocket To The Moon terus berputar berulang kembali. Maybe i was never meant to be your Mr. Right but i want you to know how badly i want to be him because i want nothing more but You..

For I Have Sinned For Being The Worst. I Never Meant To Hurt Or To Leave. Forgive Me Love..

It's true
The moment he layed eyes on you he knew
The only wish he wanted came true

He knows he's lucky that he met someone like you

Bukan Kerana Tidak Sayang

Saya Mencuba, Tapi kadang-kadang teramat susah saya rasa untuk tahu apa yang kamu mahu. Atau mungkin saya belum tahu

Bukan Saya Yang Menentukan.

Good God,
I Know my future has been foreplanned,
I Know that it's not for me to decide,
But I beg You,
Oh Grace God, I solemnly beg You,
Let It Be Her.

Because I Don't Want To Love Another, Like I Love Her.

-the end-

I Got A First Class Ticket To A Night All Alone.

Nah, I know you won't understand. I don't expect you to. I just wanted you to listen. Was it that hard?

I Swear I Didn't Mean,
For It To Feel Like This,
Like Every Inch Of Me,
Is Bruised, Bruised.

Jack's Mannequin - Bruised

Saya Cuma Manusia Yang Banyak Bersabar.

:)

All Again For You.

I Let You Take The Wheels,
And The Driver Seat,
Strapped In,
So You Get The Best Of Me.

We The Kings - All Again For You

Sayang, Saya cuma binggung.

Driving With Brakes.

Hello. It's been a while eh? I can't even remember when was the last time i utilized this column. Nevertheless, I'm Here, Alive, In Russia.

I have a lot to tell of course but I don't know where to start.

Anyways, here i go.

It's been super hectic here, with my life especially. Been so occupied with studies and being a human being. Yes, I'm learning to be an adult although it's not an easy task, well at least, not as easy as i thought. Everyday I go even wearier than before. I want to be a kid, want to be so badly now. I want to put my palms in the sky and for once breathe without worries. So many responsibilities, ones that i can't bear or failed to bear. Haha, it ain't fun anymore, no it ain't fun.

Love,
I want You,
but I am unsure,
You might not want me too,
for who I am.

God, Tell Her, I'm Lost

Curently listening to : Tell her this - Del Amitri

Hi And Bye.

I've finally received my offer letter to Russia.

This is getting nauseous.

We'll pray, No one will recall.

Seven Years Acoustic.

Event : Nad and Ira's Farewell Party.
Date : 9.5.09 (Saturday)
Venue : Izuan's

*This is a little overdue because Nad and Ira have already left to Negeri Sembilan and Kedah respectively. Nonetheless, i guess this post is about saying goodbye, officially.

All i have are pictures of that night. I don't think i can ever explain how memorable that night went on. All i know that Nad cried when i was talking to her. Couldn't believe how fast the year is passing us by.

One of these days, we'd part. It's just a matter of time. :(





Guitar Hero. Izuan's TV is gigantous!!


Zaa posing.


Picture of the night :(

I thank you for everything and godspeed my dear, :)

If only I had truthfully seen,
That night will never relive,
Just close your eyes,
You'll never see me crashing down.

Soasin - Finding Home

When Awi Starts Learning Russian.

How annoying it is to learn a new language? Let me tell you.

In Russian language there are 10 vowels (instead of 5 in English), 20 consonants, 2 alphabets to make the word either hard or soft. It's considered as one of the hardest language to learn.

Here are some basic words I've learned

Hello - (zdrastvuyte)
Hi - (privet)
Good night - (spoykoynoy nochi)
Bye-bye - (paka paka)

some basic sentences

I love you - (ya tibya lubelu)
Everything is fine - (vishyo harasho)
Nice to meet you - (priyatna paznokomitsa)
Tell me please, where is the shop - (skazhite pazhalusta gde magazeen)

*Nuts, i tell you. That is only the pronounciation. The real alphabets look even scarier.

Don't say I'm the one you want to lose,
Don't say I'm the one you want to lose.
Saosin - 3rd Measurement In C