Bukan Kerana Tidak Sayang

Saya Mencuba, Tapi kadang-kadang teramat susah saya rasa untuk tahu apa yang kamu mahu. Atau mungkin saya belum tahu

Bukan Saya Yang Menentukan.

Good God,
I Know my future has been foreplanned,
I Know that it's not for me to decide,
But I beg You,
Oh Grace God, I solemnly beg You,
Let It Be Her.

Because I Don't Want To Love Another, Like I Love Her.

-the end-

I Got A First Class Ticket To A Night All Alone.

Nah, I know you won't understand. I don't expect you to. I just wanted you to listen. Was it that hard?

I Swear I Didn't Mean,
For It To Feel Like This,
Like Every Inch Of Me,
Is Bruised, Bruised.

Jack's Mannequin - Bruised

Saya Cuma Manusia Yang Banyak Bersabar.

:)

All Again For You.

I Let You Take The Wheels,
And The Driver Seat,
Strapped In,
So You Get The Best Of Me.

We The Kings - All Again For You

Sayang, Saya cuma binggung.

Driving With Brakes.

Hello. It's been a while eh? I can't even remember when was the last time i utilized this column. Nevertheless, I'm Here, Alive, In Russia.

I have a lot to tell of course but I don't know where to start.

Anyways, here i go.

It's been super hectic here, with my life especially. Been so occupied with studies and being a human being. Yes, I'm learning to be an adult although it's not an easy task, well at least, not as easy as i thought. Everyday I go even wearier than before. I want to be a kid, want to be so badly now. I want to put my palms in the sky and for once breathe without worries. So many responsibilities, ones that i can't bear or failed to bear. Haha, it ain't fun anymore, no it ain't fun.

Love,
I want You,
but I am unsure,
You might not want me too,
for who I am.

God, Tell Her, I'm Lost

Curently listening to : Tell her this - Del Amitri