Big Jugah.

Please Wear The Face, The One Where You Smile,

2011-08-25T13:16:00.005+08:00

I have little time left. Little time, before this summer ends. And you know what that means.. Means i have few moments left here in Malaysia.

Its always hard to leave. Its always hard to see that empathetic emotional look my family and friends have everytime i have to go. Eventhough they don't express it literally, i can always sense, that sort of feelings, close to mourning.

For those who know me best, For Faris, Bryant, Aishah, Fasha, Nadira, Zaahira, In case you are reading this, as i set on another year abroad, and as lethargic and dried out i may sound, know this, none can replace you guys. Enough said.

Thank you, For being you, and for being here.

Aishah is noob because she left before this picture could be taken.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VEalqARKrao - We were on crack. Fullstop.

I'm A Daydreamer, With Tiring Thoughts.

2011-08-25T06:07:00.002+08:00

Hye, this blog is old and unfurnished in so many ways. Seems like its been ages since the last time i wrote something here. Oh Shoot, i make myself sound so old.

Where to start? The last time i posted was a year ago and my oh my, has it been a gruesome year for me. I got what i asked for, being a medical student is not like a walk in the park. I'm officially a 3rd year student now, having finished my exams of 2nd year.

Well i wont blabber much about studies and what not. Its always boring and predictable.

What i am going to tell is, how i feel at the moment. (its a free country and its been a while since i've expressed anything substantial)

I feel.. Worn out. No, not because of my forever demanding course or my constant daily routine. Its something more hefty, like love for example.

I sometimes am so amazed and amused, both usually revolving simultaneously, when i see how a couple (yes, boyfriend and girlfriend) can accept each other, complimenting each other with their own, each unique personal attribute and attitude. And how it then leads to marriage and being together till death do them part.

Sometimes, when all hopes are lost, you start to believe that you are not cut for this thing. This thing you called, Love. And how annoying it is, when it comes without a warning, like a tsunami, attacking when you are most vulnerable, only for you to fall again, to have faith.. again.

Its like a never ending cycle, ceaselessly throbbing hearts, weighing hard on your shoulder, sigh. At least that's how i feel. And i'm sure that its no different with you.

And sometimes, daydream always seems like a much more painless alternative. To push away the cold and unforgiving reality, even just for a short while.

Ok, enough from me. Till then. :)

Butch Walker - Mixtape

2010-08-27T17:26:00.003+08:00

Stop Right There,
That's Exactly Where I Lost It,
See That Line,
I Never Should Have Crossed It
Stop Right There..

I know you have your reason. Although, I am never sure what it is.

So Fly Free Blackbird, You Know I Love You. For Every Reason, So much..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HJDQC4NR6ZY

Awi Says That Soon Enough, Things Will Work Out.

2010-08-26T16:17:00.002+08:00

I know you're reading. Have faith, I'm not leaving. I promise We'll work it out.

:)

Well I'm The First To Fall, The Last To Know.

2010-08-24T04:03:00.003+08:00

You were just waiting for me to screw up.

Oh My Darling, Don't Be Surprised If You Get Bent Over. Oh It's A Lost, Just Because, It Wasn't All That You Thought It Was.

Kaspersky Says, I Fight Too Many Viruses.

2010-08-20T05:41:00.003+08:00

It's Friday, finally again. I look forward to every friday because its a fun day, it's always a fun day. I mean, its the last day of the week and its when people just unwind and relax. For me, i have futsal at 6 till 9. Heh, how cool is that? While bukak puasa i play futsal. People always ask, especially Faris and I, (since we are the only muslims that play futsal and football like mad regardless of the season) how do you guys can ever fast and play sports at the same time? Isnt it tiring? Dah la you guys cant eat but then you guys run like mad dogs, better than the ones who are not fasting.

We just replied, dah biasa. Besides, we love futsal/football too much that it is practically inseperable. Haha, It always amuses them that sometimes we can play better than when we are not fasting. Yep, Faris and I were always there and will always be :)

Anyways, after futsal, Khong invited all of the boys for a round of clubbing at Mist Club. He said, It is some sort of going-away party because I'm leaving to Russia in like less than 2 weeks and our Desmond boy is starting his Law degree very soon. All the boys are going to be there, well most of them. Haha, I'm just going there to see how insane they are going to behave and look when they are drunk, along with all the girls that are gonna be swarming that place. It's going to be funny. Faris and I are just going to sit back, listen to music, dance a little bit.

Well, I'm off to sleep, i have a long night tonight. Toodles

Hello Seattle, I Am A Sleeping Pill.

2010-08-17T21:53:00.002+08:00

Tersentak seketika, melihat kerenah ibu bapa semasa berbuka puasa. Mama yang terasa hati dengan kelakuan babah. Aku cuma melayan makanan aku. Bukak puasa hari ini agak berselera bagi aku, mungkin sebab bibik menyediakan antara salah satu makanan kegemaran aku, lontong. Tetapi, jauh di sudut hati, aku hanya dapat terbayangkan how fragile and delicate it is a woman's heart. Termenung seketika dibuatnya selepas solat maghrib.

I miss you. I really do..

I Am An Astronaut, With A Hefty Thing To Say.

2010-08-16T02:41:00.002+08:00

Terpinga-pinga juga dibuatnya. Tak pernah lagi terasa sedalam ni. Sigh, terasa sayang sangat, everything you ever wanted, everything u ever wished for, is just there, but you just can't seem to reach it.

Maka saya terdiri daripada orang2 yang rugi, teramat rugi. Hati yang tulus mencintai, dibuang berciciran. Mungkin terlalu leka dengan menjaga perasaan sendiri, perasaan orang yang tersayang, dibiar sendiri.

Lagu Mr. Right by A Rocket To The Moon terus berputar berulang kembali. Maybe i was never meant to be your Mr. Right but i want you to know how badly i want to be him because i want nothing more but You..

For I Have Sinned For Being The Worst. I Never Meant To Hurt Or To Leave. Forgive Me Love..

It's true
The moment he layed eyes on you he knew
The only wish he wanted came true

He knows he's lucky that he met someone like you

Bukan Kerana Tidak Sayang

2010-06-15T00:21:00.006+08:00

Saya Mencuba, Tapi kadang-kadang teramat susah saya rasa untuk tahu apa yang kamu mahu. Atau mungkin saya belum tahu

Bukan Saya Yang Menentukan.

2010-06-07T03:37:00.002+08:00

Good God,
I Know my future has been foreplanned,
I Know that it's not for me to decide,
But I beg You,
Oh Grace God, I solemnly beg You,
Let It Be Her.

Because I Don't Want To Love Another, Like I Love Her.

-the end-

I Got A First Class Ticket To A Night All Alone.

2010-06-05T14:11:00.002+08:00

Nah, I know you won't understand. I don't expect you to. I just wanted you to listen. Was it that hard?

I Swear I Didn't Mean,
For It To Feel Like This,
Like Every Inch Of Me,
Is Bruised, Bruised.

Jack's Mannequin - Bruised

Saya Cuma Manusia Yang Banyak Bersabar.

:)

All Again For You.

2010-06-04T23:37:00.004+08:00

I Let You Take The Wheels,
And The Driver Seat,
Strapped In,
So You Get The Best Of Me.

We The Kings - All Again For You

Sayang, Saya cuma binggung.

Driving With Brakes.

2010-06-04T05:46:00.002+08:00

Hello. It's been a while eh? I can't even remember when was the last time i utilized this column. Nevertheless, I'm Here, Alive, In Russia.

I have a lot to tell of course but I don't know where to start.

Anyways, here i go.

It's been super hectic here, with my life especially. Been so occupied with studies and being a human being. Yes, I'm learning to be an adult although it's not an easy task, well at least, not as easy as i thought. Everyday I go even wearier than before. I want to be a kid, want to be so badly now. I want to put my palms in the sky and for once breathe without worries. So many responsibilities, ones that i can't bear or failed to bear. Haha, it ain't fun anymore, no it ain't fun.

Love,
I want You,
but I am unsure,
You might not want me too,
for who I am.

God, Tell Her, I'm Lost

Curently listening to : Tell her this - Del Amitri

Hi And Bye.

2009-05-22T20:55:00.001+08:00

I've finally received my offer letter to Russia.

This is getting nauseous.

We'll pray, No one will recall.

Seven Years Acoustic.

2009-05-12T16:36:00.003+08:00

Event : Nad and Ira's Farewell Party.
Date : 9.5.09 (Saturday)
Venue : Izuan's

*This is a little overdue because Nad and Ira have already left to Negeri Sembilan and Kedah respectively. Nonetheless, i guess this post is about saying goodbye, officially.

All i have are pictures of that night. I don't think i can ever explain how memorable that night went on. All i know that Nad cried when i was talking to her. Couldn't believe how fast the year is passing us by.

One of these days, we'd part. It's just a matter of time. :(

Guitar Hero. Izuan's TV is gigantous!!

Zaa posing.

Picture of the night :(

I thank you for everything and godspeed my dear, :)

If only I had truthfully seen,
That night will never relive,
Just close your eyes,
You'll never see me crashing down.

Soasin - Finding Home

When Awi Starts Learning Russian.

2009-05-10T22:57:00.005+08:00

How annoying it is to learn a new language? Let me tell you.

In Russian language there are 10 vowels (instead of 5 in English), 20 consonants, 2 alphabets to make the word either hard or soft. It's considered as one of the hardest language to learn.

Here are some basic words I've learned

Hello - (zdrastvuyte)
Hi - (privet)
Good night - (spoykoynoy nochi)
Bye-bye - (paka paka)

some basic sentences

I love you - (ya tibya lubelu)
Everything is fine - (vishyo harasho)
Nice to meet you - (priyatna paznokomitsa)
Tell me please, where is the shop - (skazhite pazhalusta gde magazeen)

*Nuts, i tell you. That is only the pronounciation. The real alphabets look even scarier.

Don't say I'm the one you want to lose,
Don't say I'm the one you want to lose.
Saosin - 3rd Measurement In C

I Did Lie But Didn't I Tell You?

2009-04-30T12:45:00.005+08:00

It's been 3 days in succession that i've been sleeping kate, practically at 5 am in the morning. It's tearing my body i have to admit.

Went to sleepover at Bryant's house on Wednesday to watch football match between Chelsea and Barcelona. Before that, we had futsal at Samba.

This is what happens when you have TK and me playing PS2 on the bed.

The bed actually broke because we were so excited playing Winning Eleven. And in the end, I won. Haha, 7-4

Have you ever had the wallpaper on your phone as Bryant?

Yup, this is my wallpaper now. -.-

Oh, and Faris has finally passed his driving test.

:)

Lesson of the day : Trust you is just one defense.

To Hell And Back.

2009-04-30T12:14:00.008+08:00

Chelsea vs. Barcelona

As you all know I am a Chelsea fan and their game between Barcelona gave me the scare of my life. I was so worried the fact that Barcelona have such a strong attacking force. That means, they are capable of scoring at any given time.

And of course, the saviour of the day would be none other than Chelsea goalkeeper, Petr Cech. He's effing good and that's why the game ended with a goalless draw

*I give the credit to these three footballers which i think are at their peak. Eto', Henry and Messi.

Manchester United vs. Arsenal

This game is genuinely interesting eventhough i don't fancy of both these teams but they give one pack of a performance. And in this case, i salute the very best of everyone's All Time Favourite, Cristiano Ronaldo.

At one point in the game, he shot so fierce and hit the crossbar. By the way, he's extremely fast

The winner was MU with a 1-0 victor. O'shea scored the winning goal at 17th minute.

As Legal As I Am.

2009-04-23T19:03:00.003+08:00

18 is a big number Nadira Aqilah Bajuri. Happy birthday. Call me if you want your shopping voucher :)

Lesson of the day : Xiang is a fucking mad guitarist :)

3rd Measurement In C.

2009-04-20T22:10:00.005+08:00

I don't even know why the purpose of blogging about this but nevertheless, I'm as happy as a monkey. And the reason is because my band can finally cover 3 Saosin songs. Yes, 3.

I think that Saosin is an extremely good band. So, that's why i think it's an honour and a major step for our band to play such songs.

We manage to play Seven Years, 3rd Measurement In C and You're not Alone (i know u like this song, Nad).

On a lighter note, i have finally learned how to scream. I will upload the videos of us jamming soon

Lesson of the day : Sakit tekak la Cik Kiah.

To The Highest Degree.

2009-04-16T19:15:00.002+08:00

I apologize. Its been awhile since i make use of this blog. I don't find its usefulness anymore because I'm freakingly damn occupied with studies. My exam is just around the corner and I must say, it's not easy studying and trying to accomplish A-Level Syllabus in just a month's time.

Friends, I'll be available very soon. I'm sorry I've been negligence. My exam is next week and I'll have a two week holiday before i start my next semester. Till then, take care.

Lesson of the day : Move one inch at a time.

From Sincerity.

2009-04-09T21:51:00.002+08:00

Siti Zaahira Suleiman, i wish you a very happy and merry 18th birthday.

P/S : Don't let me surprise you :)

My Cinderella Swallowed The Sun.

2009-04-04T22:50:00.007+08:00

Event : SMK SBU Anugerah Cemerlang.
Where : Old School

It would the very last day of coming back to school. There is no more special event after this for the Ex-form 5's students. School seemed a lot different or maybe i was just overreacting. Nonetheless, i met a few familiar faces specifically Des, Marques, Arnold and some more.

And i have to say, they all looked pretty grown up.

The event wasn't interesting as i would have imagined. We made a lot of ruckus and noises as usual until the teachers got pissed. Guess they wont be able to control us anyway :)

We still crack some stupid irrelevant jokes and it was a blissful moment having to spend some time with the boys

Are you smart enough to catch us? :)

Event : Hanging Out
Where : Pavilion

Yes, i went to Pavilion afterwards to meet up with Fasha, Zaf, Faris, Bryant, Penny, Mei Yee, Kristy, TK, Xiang.

Oh, by the way, congrats Bryant. That is some fine lady you have there :)

We wanted to watch Fast and Furious but due to the enormous amount of people present, we ended up watching Unborn.

Idiot, I nearly had nightmares because of this movie

5 Nutheads Are All I Need.

2009-03-31T13:23:00.008+08:00

This is a reason to blog and to update. You can say that I'm bored to the max :)

Below are the top 5 high-pitched screamo vocalists who i think can give a new perspective on singing.

P/S : In my opinion, your vocal chord can actually falter if you try singing their songs

5. At no. 5 is definitely none other than

CHRIS PATTERSON
Band - Jamies Elsewhere

* He's a killer. He can go for a long high-pitched chord without gasping or taking breath. Nuts, i must say.

Rating : 6/10

4. Next would be,

VIC FUENTES
Band : Pierce The Veil

* Piercing crisp voice and complex guitar lines along with fast experimental rhythm, they stay as one of the top bands. They certainly are My Most Favourite Band.

Rating : 7.5/10

3. No. 3 is one strong vocalist

CRAIG OWENS
Band : Chiodos

*He's a master at live performance. He doesn't need a backup singer and does all his singing and screaming on his own. I think he can beat the buzzing sound of an aeroplane going off.

Rating : 8.5/10

2. A Skylit Drive would be hopeless without him

MICHAEL "JAG" JAGMIN
Band : A Skylit Drive

*His songs are mesmerizing and it's hard not to notice his band because they define the term high-pitched squeaky voice. Though he's not very good with live performance.

Rating : 8.7/10

1. This No. 1 packs a whole lot of energy into his singing.

ANTHONY GREEN
Band : Circa Survive. Used to be in Saosin

*He's the Master, He's the Champion and surely the ultimate Winner. His voice is so inexplicably high that he actually can sound like a girl. See that veins popping out? :)

Rating : 10/10

Lesson of the day : And she had a name.

No One Will Recall.

2009-03-27T22:42:00.003+08:00

Meet my subjects. They are so aggravating. I think I'm gonna have brain seizure for the next 5 months -.-'

Hailat woh. Sume Advanced

And this is the amount of books i have to read, including the form 4 and 5's books

Lesson of the day : Please don't betray me, I'm down on my knees.

Another Everything.

2009-03-26T00:09:00.002+08:00

Today was officially my first day a college student. For your information, my college is Nirwana College which is situated near Bryant's college, Petaling Street. So it's quite easy for me to commute if i were to stay overnight at Bryant's.

I know that my college is somewhat rarely known to people but it offers me the course i need to continue my studies. I'm doing my pre-medic, and it's and express course where it only takes 5 months to complete. Crazy huh? Haha, :)

I did make some friends today and most of them are Indians. In fact, there are only 2 Malays in our class including me and a Chinese.

Oh by the way, my lecturer asked me one very intriguing question.

How would you say to your patient that he/she is going to die in 2-month time?

Sounds head-puzzling enough? :)

Push Me Back To You.

2009-03-21T22:25:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday i must say first to Fasha Natra Moosdeen. You have grown to be undeniably one good woman. I have learned a massive amount of things from you and for that, i thank you ceaselessly.

You have also been an amazing friend, one that sticks by like a glue. You're a backbone in short.

Di sini saya ingin menyatakan bahawa saya berharap sangat kamu dapat menjaga diri. Tak lama lagi saya akan pergi. :)

Lesson of the day : Till I Shatter.

And You're Just The Girl All The Boys Want To Dance With.

2009-03-15T00:40:00.004+08:00

This is from Bryant's blog. Let's see how i do.

[x] Gotten detention.
[ ] Gotten your phone taken away in class.
[ ] Gotten suspended.
[x] Gotten caught chewing gum.
[ ] Gotten caught cheating on a test.

Total: 2

[x] Arrived late to class more than 5 times.
[x] Didn’t do homework over 5 times.
[ ] Turned at least 3 projects in late
[x] Missed school cause you felt like it.
[ ] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class.

Total:3

[x] Got your mom / dad etc. to get you out of school.
[x] Texted people during class.
[x] Passed notes.
[x] Threw stuff across the room.
[x] Laughed at the teacher.

Total : 5

[ ] Pulled Down The Fire Alarm.
[x] Went on Myspace , Facebook , Xanga , etc. on the computer at school.
[x] Took Pictures during school hours.
[x] Called someone during School hours.
[x] Listened to an iPod , CD , etc... During class.

Total :4

[ ] Threw something at the teacher
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[x] Broke the dress code.
[ ] Failed a class test.
[x] Ate food during class.

Total : 3

[x] Gotten a call from school.
[ ] Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly.
[x] Didn’t take your stuff to school.
[x] Gotten a detention and didn't go.
[ ] Stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking.
[x] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear

Total :4

[x] Faked your parents signature
[x] Slept in class.
[ ] Cursed at a teacher to their face
[x] Copied homework.

Total :3

Sum :24

Multiplies 3 - 72 percent

Haha, i didnt screw my school's life. I wonder what the teachers would have thought of us :)

Fasha can be annoying nowadays, -.-

Awi : Hey, have you ever seen me as a doctor in the near future?
Fasha : You confirmed ke nak amik medik?
Awi : Yah, why not? (dengan penuh semangat)
Fasha : You'll probably scare people off rather them inviting them in for a treatment
Awi : -.-

And oh, CHELSEA ROCKS MY SOCKS!!

After their 1-0 victory over Manchester City. Michael Essien is a mad fuck at scoring. He already scored for the last two games after his return from a 6-month injury!

Ronaldo doesnt know how to play :)

I'm A Subtle Lover, You're A Blasphemous Loather.

2009-03-12T16:51:00.005+08:00

Yes, these are the pictures from HK. I'll make it really short :)

The Hotel.

Tercirit aku angkat planet -.-

AWI Vs. Hippotamus

WATTAFUCK! Roti 11 HK which is equivalent to about RM 6 here!

Does he even look like a Professor?

Cause his tag says so -.-

Madonna punye tetek.

A brand that goes by this name BABILA!

P/S : saya terasa malas pula mau meng-explain pasal trip saya. setakat ini, gambar sahajalah dulu :)

Provoke, And I Swear I'll Agitate You.

2009-03-12T16:39:00.002+08:00

Saya sangatlah gembira dengan keputusan yang saya dapat untuk SPM. Saya cuma terasa sedikit terkilan kerana saya tidak dapat Straight A's angkara satu subjek syaitan yang bernama Add Maths. Haha, kesuluruhannya saya dapat 9 A's dan jangan bertanya lagi pasal result. Saya sudah penat memberitahu.

Next plan? I'm off to doing Foundation In Medics/Pharmacy and then maybe to Cairo, Egypt :)

Lesson of the day : After ruthless hassles and battles, we emerged as soul-bearing Lovers.

I Want A Better Outcome.

2009-03-11T23:48:00.002+08:00

I am finally and safely home after a 5 day-trip to Hong Kong. I have a lot to catch up and to update specifically with my friends. I have a sumful of pictures to be uploaded here at my blog and hopefully I'll be able to do that after my nerve-wreckingly horrorfying SPM results which is tomorrow.

ESOK RESULT SPM, LANCIOW!

Lesson of the day : I missed the last 3 Summers, I do not want to miss it anymore.

Anthony Green Is A Mad Lunatic.

2009-03-07T09:49:00.002+08:00

I'm going off to Hong Kong in like a couple of hours. I'll try to bring some things for you guys from there although I'm not sure what they have there. Nonetheless, I hope to have tons of fun.

Meanwhile, Take Care.

Lesson of the day : Don't Shed Those Tears, Please.

Don't Mind Me, Saints Don't Make Sense.

2009-03-04T20:35:00.004+08:00

Another very crappy and random post. Haih, Its so boring these days and just look what i ended up doing with Bryant.

See that Torres' poster.

He totally disgraced Torres -.-

And he said that the reason his car met an accident was because there was a Liverpool banner at the back of his car. So the motorist decided to ram the car's bumper. Haih, Bryant Bryant :)

In his bedroom, i found this.

Wtf! Bryant offers free ****
-.-

More of his insane drawings.

Lesson of the day : Vampires will definitely get petrified.

And You Wanna Pull Her Close.

2009-02-24T11:18:00.003+08:00

I have to blog about my nerve-trembling JPJ test tomorrow. Yes, its tomorrow and if i pass, i can drive you guys around :)

I feel a bit uneasy about the test on the road. I don't have trouble with parking or going up the hill. By the way, I think I'm going to see an awful lot of ex-sbu-ians tomorrow.

Anyway, moving on, I have a very wacky insane friend that goes by the name, Bryant. Haiyoo, this guy can crack me up anytime la and i'll be laughing my ass off most of the time. His stomach is as big as The Boomer in the game Left 4 Dead. WTF! Haha.

This is what he drew when we were talking about Kamasutra.

He changed it to Awisutera -.-'

And this is what he drew about my face when i was panicking

I nearly fell from a steep cliff and he laughed like a sick ass dog. Haha.

I don't blame him. I look funny -.-

Lesson of the day : Don't call, even if i cross your mind.

Love Jealous One, Love.

2009-02-22T00:59:00.004+08:00

And today turned out to be the Sports Day for SMK SBU, my previous school. Each one of us especially the boys had planned earlier to attend this event just to see young athletes carve their names in the Hall Of Fame of SBU by competiting in various events such as the nerve-wrecking 100m race. Although we did feel a bit sad because we used to be these fine athletes of our time of school.

Haha, sometimes it's hard to believe that we've actually finished school.

All of us met up around 9 o'clock and wandered around the tents of the sports houses. We found some familiar faces before the most grand event of the day (in my opinion), the 100m sprint. I just had to see the U-18 and they rocked, specifically Syafiq from Prouse. I mean, he can run like shit fast.

Anyway, Syafiq won the Olahragawan title while Green snatched the award for overall champion. And here are some pictures of the day.

Bryant never and i mean never, goes wrong with food.

Smoke.

Muhammad Ali bin Any Arope.

Cleopatra and Don

Two Olahragawati this year.

All of us had lunch at one of our signature mamak stalls, Mydeen.

We ended up with playing Left 4 Dead at the nearby CC (just like when we were in high school). It was a fun day to begin with but it sure was an awesome day to end with :)

Lesson of the day : Saya pun terasa kadang-kadang, Sayang.

Happy Birthday, Captain.

2009-02-20T20:57:00.002+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday Faris! I have a lot to say but i don't want to sound like a gay. I love this guy very much due to his outstanding loyalty and decency. He sure makes a pretty best friend , at least for me. We did everything together since high school till now and although we don't see each other everyday now, we still make room for reunion, futsal and all sort of fun activities. In short, he's a cool guy la.

Have a blast on your birthday, Captain.

Jangan Menangis Sayang.

2009-02-13T23:53:00.004+08:00

Yes, first and foremost, Happy Valentine's Day. In case you're wondering, my date will be IMKEDA instructor because i have driving class tomorrow. Haha, nevertheless i think im getting the hang of this whole driving thing. Its kinda fun you know.

Anyway, today was fun. I finally caught a video of the boys playing futsal. Sadly, im not in it because i was the one who taped it. Ok, you might not see anything in this video because the ball was moving at incredible speed. Although, Its kinda funny hearing Bryant and i commentating about the game.

"Tk is cute". Wtf! haha

I wasn't supposed to play actually because of my ankle injury but i did. I twisted my ankle and now both my ankles are like "Sotong". Sakit menggila.

Lesson of the day : Tiada.

A Guidebook For Sinners And Saints.

2009-02-08T12:35:00.003+08:00

I've just had the time of my life yesterday. I went out some of my close friends to celebrate my birthday and to catch up with each other. Although we didn't have any specific activities and we ended up walking and talking and laughing like no one's business. Haha, I won't do much talking here because i have a lot of pictures that can do all the explaining.

This is actually in random order.

Nad dengan hingus. Haha.

Bryant cakap, aku macam goblin.

Sampai kat gambar aku, Semua buat muka -.-

Sara.

They claimed that my hair was uneven. Wtf! Haha!

Carl's Junior.

Bryant and i were laughing our asses of when we saw this.

Surprisingly, mata Bryant was a lot smaller than Khong :)

Tarkessh was claiming that he looks like a terrorist. Lol

Boys at best.

Yep, he came late.

TK said that he's not that photogenic. The photographer always fails to take his picture when he's actually smiling. And they end up taking photos like this :0

He does look like a terrorist in this one. This turned out to be the joke of the day when he showed this picture

Bryant's buttcrack.

Gunther. You touch my tralala. Lol!

Ceh, Mentang2 aku belum dapat lesen -.-

Well that's basically it. To those i didn't get to take pictures with, sorry la. Haha, this year's edition was a blast!!

Lesson of the day : Terima Kasih Daun Keladi.

18 Is A Pretty Number.

2009-02-06T23:59:00.003+08:00

To those who have wished and are going to wish, I thank you very much. And Arope, You were the 1st one to wish me and Amirah, You were the 1st one to actually blog about me. Thanks guys.

And to those who can and will come tomorrow and to those who are trying to come, i thank lord because i have such amazing friends. Truly, having to know that you guys have my back is a blessing. It's already a birthday present to me that you people can make it tomorrow.

Anyway, I'm a birthday boy today. The big 18 does surely mean that i have enormous responsibilities after this but I'm happy enough because i can finally call myself a man, not a boy anymore. Wee!!

Applaud people, You just made my life a whole lot wholesome. Thank you so much.

Sebab Saya Sudah Penat Mengejar Dan Memujuk Si Cantik Manis.

2009-02-06T00:45:00.006+08:00

Well 1st thing 1st, the reason why this blog has not been updated in quite awhile is because i was sick to death these past few weeks. Yes you've heard it, Weeks.

I was told that it could have been Denggi or maybe even Viral infection. Either way, my platelets were running dangerously low in the 1st week of my discomfort. The doctors took a total of 5 blood tests me and boy, I must say, it wasn't pretty when they took the blood. I was even brought to the Ampang Puteri Hospital for further test.

Thank God, even before the doctor could confirm whether it was Denggi or Viral, I was getting better. Thanks to my mom of course, who took super good care of me.

Start dari sini, saya akan menggunakan BM dan BI

-Saya akan mengadakan birthday outing saya pada hari sabtu ini. Everyone is invited. Its more like a reunion with friends. Sesiapa yang mahukan detail, ringan-ringankanlah tangan dan call saya atau message.

* I'm a runner, a sprinter and a record breaker, but even with that, i can't outrun you. The thought of having you on my special day was good enough. At least i did think about you eventhough with all the cruelest most intentional insults you have thrown at me.

*I just can't believe myself sometimes. Haha, i've actually invited the person who i know very well could ruin my birthday and she actually condemned me for inviting.

Applaud people, because you just blew it. :)

We Know You'll Go Out With The Flame.

2009-01-22T01:36:00.003+08:00

Sudah teramat-amat penat menjangka yang tidak dijangka. Sesetengah orang datang dan pergi entah ke mana. Agaknya sudah terasa bahangnya apabila kita asyik menjaga hati orang padahal dorang entah kisah atau tidak tentang kita. Apa yang lagi mengigit kalbu ialah apabila dorang tidak teragak-agak memaki serapah kita dibelakang kita. Hina sangat ke kita ini, terasa macam dipijak berulang kali. Bukan saya sahaja yang membenci...

You don't know how terribly awful it is to see people just horrendously self-destruct themselves and you somehow feel obliged to save them but you can't do anything. You just stay stagnant and passive.

Lesson of the day : Atheis, I have a wish. Destructively rupture Epa-epa.

I'm Resurrecting Nightmare, Or Maybe Atheis.

2009-01-16T22:25:00.002+08:00

Listening to : The Widow by As Cities Burn

Today was an exhausting one. I went out almost the whole day and only reached home around 8.45 p.m. We had futsal and I must say, It was one of the best futsal we've ever had, well at least, i had tonnes of fun. We were up against a skillful negro dude and this lightning fast dribbler of Mutiara International School. Izuan, Gan and Tharrma joined their team while on my side, Faris was ready on the goalpost, Khong looked all set up, Kris was enthusiastic enough to win the game, and Tarkessh planning to stop any incoming ball.

I wish you could have seen us. We were so caught up with the game and everyone played brilliantly. Haha, I almost got into a fight with the guy from the international school. Apparently, he claimed that i elbowed him. At half-time my team was leading by 3-2. And by the end of the game, we successfully led them by 8-5. I didn't take any pictures for this one :(

I took quite a blow from the game. My ankle which was already injured before the game due to previous football games got even worse. Haha, and I have football tomorrow and Sunday. Macam Bryant cakap, "Die Lor!!".

Lesson of the day : We'll Melt Into One.

They Yell Surprise, Surprise.

2009-01-10T17:13:00.011+08:00

Awi's Birthday Wishlist..

My birthday is just around the corner (actually it's one month away but I'm just too intrigued about it) and that means I'll be a legal boy very soon. Eligible to do all forbidden stuff. At least that's how i see it right now. Anyway, I'm not trying to become demanding here or anything like that but it'll be a lot easier for you guys if you know what would make a perfect present for me. Don't worry, it wont cost a hefty sum of penny.

1. Pierce The Veil's Album - !!!!!

2. Any of these bands T-shirt - !!!!!

-Pierce The Veil

-Alesana

-Chiodos

-Dance Gavin Dance

-Emarosa

-In Fear And Faith

-Eyes Set To Kill

-Greeley Estates

-Blessthefall

3. Compilation Of Songs From My Top 5 Bands - !!!!

-Pierce The Veil

-Alesana

-Saosin

-Blessthefall

-In Fear And Faith

4. Wristband - !

5. Athletic Socks (Ok, weird enough) - !!!

6. Football Shorts - !!

7. Paintball - !!

8. A Birthday Party - !!!

9. A Hair Makeover :) - !

Level Of Craving

! - It Would Be Nice To Have This

!! - I Kinda Need This

!!! - Lifesaver!

!!!! - Desperate Baby, Desperate

!!!!! - Holy shit, It's A Matter Of Life And Death!

And they're ruining the mood

So I'll toast ever beat of my heart like a miracle,

And I don't think you'l ever wanna love me,

You gotta listen to your doctors, doctors,

Lie, Lie, Lie

If the dollar is right,

Oh my sweet little girl,

Hold your mouth and you'll be alright

Please understand me when,

I rather see you dead,

Than live without me so thirsty for more

Beyond the sea blue light,

I met the love of my life,

She rather see me dead than face me

I like your starry eyes,

They yell surprise, surprise,

I'm in love but not for long.

Pierce The Veil - Currents Convulsive

Lesson Of The Day : I'm Licensed To Lose You.

Break A Leg Tonight.

2009-01-07T22:07:00.003+08:00

Mood Scale : 9/10

Some Of The Weird But Funny Quotes Bryant and I Created

1. Tuan Kencing Berdiri, Anjing Kencing Berlari-lari

This happened when i was commenting about bryant and his dogs. WTF!! haha.

2. Kalo ko pegi redbox during weekends, Terkoyak kote ko nak bayar.

This happened when i told Bryant that it was super duper expensive if you try to go redbox during the week's off.

3. Paris Hilton For President!

This happened when Bryant was talking about Paris Hilton. Maybe i'll vote her :)

4. Aku bagi ko TITJOB karang!

This was when I got mad at Bryant for trying to steal my Ayam goreng while we were eating

Call Me Your Valentine, Call Me Once Tonight.

2008-12-31T14:47:00.004+08:00

This is a post to wish all of you Happy New Year. It's going to be 2009 in less than 24 hours and i don't have any plans yet for the midnight celebration. But i will have fun tonight.

Anyway, 2008 has been a very prosperous year. I've achieved a lot in such a short time and I'm glad that it's going to end with blast just like the way I've started it. I hope that 2009 is going to be as merry as 2008, though I dont have 2009's resolutions yet. But, i guess things will just flow like always.

A mllion thanks to those who have made this year a wonderful one. You'll be in my personal Hall Of Fame. It has been a mouth-watering adventure and I'm amazingly proud to have friends like you

Awi's Hall Of Fame.

1. Siti Aishah Shahrin.
2. Muhammad Faris Nasrudin
3. Mithalina Mizura Mazlan
4. Desmond Dominic Raju
5. Mariah Hanna Mazlan
6. Tharrmaraj Varathi
7. Aimi Amirah Azmi
8. Khong Yew Jin
9. Dharrnesha Inbah Rajah
10. Koh Tien Wei (Bryant)
11. Fasha Natra Moosdeen
12. Izuan Iskandar Udani
13. Nadira Aqilah Bajuri
14. Any Arope Zainal Abidin
15. Siti Zaahira Suleiman
16. Arnold Das Raju
17. Amirah Mohd. Hedar
18. Marques Jeevan Menon
19. Sham'ah Bamadhaj
20. Tarkessh Mahendran

Lesson Of The Day : I have become quite a nuisance, haven't i? If you still remember :)

If You're Still Here.

2008-12-17T15:42:00.008+08:00

I want to remember my Prom as the best night of my life..

Yes, prom was very much fun for me and the others and I'm sure it'll be a very fond memory to the Form 5's. I never thought it would come but i guess, time flew really fast (at least that's how i feel). Prom was held at J.W.W. Marriot, a very grand and high class place for such an event, on the 14th of December. I had no date by the way.

Well anyway, i booked a hotel room (2135) there so we checked in to the hotel pretty early, around 2 p.m. with Izuan. We planned to get ready in the hotel. Izuan and I went for a quick lunch at Pavilion and then back again to the hotel to wait for the others to come as well. By 6 p.m., all of us were getting ready to look our best for prom. All of us were in our suits and pants, with ties and formal black shoes. I mean, you should have seen us, we looked absolutely well dressed and sophisticated.

By 7.30 p.m, we went down and saw a lot of familiar faces. Haha, It's been a while since I've seen my schoolmates and it sure brought a lot of memories. One thing i have to say, most of the girls looked dazzling and pretty with their dresses and high heels that night.

The rest of the night was a bit dull but i had tonnes of fun when EVOL performed and we started dancing. The award for the Prom King went to some guy from St. John and Prom Queen, well it was our very own Amanda. By 12.30, we left the ballroom and hung out at Lecka Lecka for a while and then, headed straight to the hotel room. We were awfully exhausted by that time and we just wanted to hit the sack.

I didn't sleep the whole night actually. Bryant and the boys were making a lot of noise -.-

Anyway, here are some pictures,

Before Partying..

Err..

Obama's Trademark Move

During The Party..

Meja No. 7

Saya Badang.

Badge 2008

Ceh, I lagi tinggi.

After Party

Yep, Mimi was drunk.

Lesson Of The Day : Oh Baby Girl, I'm Not Your Type.

Cupid Missed His Mark.

2008-12-12T22:27:00.007+08:00

It's 2 days before our major grand prom and I'm a bit excited about it now that it's drawing near. Anyway, Mimi and Aishah and Aimi forced me to make up for my mistake by accompanying them for a complete session of makeover. Don't worry, i wasn't involved in any part of the beautifying process although the girls were tempted to peel off all the hair on my legs. I have sexy legs Girls! Haha, that's what i told them.

Oh by the way, have i told you that now i look like Obama. I mean, this time around, I'm not kidding. I really look like Obama! I cut my hair short and shave every epidermal hair on my face. And the best thing is, I'm wearing suit and pants so most probably you will see America's Favourite President this Sunday on prom, call me Obama Jr.

Back to our beauty therapy, which was at Lavina's by the way. A place near Ampang Point. Met up with Mimi and Aishah when i entered. Aishah was having her nails manicured while Mimi was waxing. Hey, don't look at me, I don't know what sort of things girls do to make themselves pretty. I waited, and waited, and waited even more. Haih, penat kaki oh!

In the process, Nadira and Zaahira came into the centre because they wanted to do some manicures and threading. The original plan was to only pay for Mimi's treatment but then.. Haih, let's just say Girls Will Be Girls as they persuaded me to pay for them as well. Nonetheless, it was fun to spend some time with the girls because it's been a while since the last time i met them.

Later, we met up with Aimi and Faris at Ampang Point, set to go to Flamingo for a round of bowling which turned out to be hilarious. Nothing much happened afterwards, a bit of chatting, a whole lot of laughters and we were done for the days.

Next, antara gambar-gambar menarik.

Kaki saya lagi hot. Banyak bulu.

Aimi forced me to put this -.-

Obama Jr.?

Call the police,

You love money and the sex in your veins.

Pierce The Veil - I'd Rather Die Than Be Famous

Lesson of the day : Come on Holly put the gun down for me.

What Happens If I Can't Check My Myspace.

2008-12-01T18:27:00.004+08:00

Terribly sorry for the late update on what's been going on. Lazy la nak update blog. Well, 1st thing 1st, SPM is finally over for me and that means no more running along the corridors, skipping classes to play football or even socializing with friends (at least, not like it used to be). Yes, I'm making this such an emotional phase because i have the right to do so :)

Anyway, been busy keeping up with my plans after SPM and god knows how tired i can get these days not to mention the vigorous futsal and football matches my friends organize. Let me tell you one thing, Bryant made sense in his post about leaving school. It's not that pleasant to have finally realized school is officially done for us the form 5's. Ask any of the Form 5's, I'm sure they agree on this as much as i do. In a nutshell, i can say, it sucks leaving school. Call me a school freak but these days, i would do anything to still have a taste of high school.

Regarding SPM, it was ok. There were some hard subjects that none of us could do and there were some which we can do. Nonetheless, i did my best, strut my stuff and be done with it. Most of the Pengawas were kind enough, maybe because we didn't cause and major disruption while they were on duty.

The celebration after SPM wasn't that extravaganze as i thought it would be, but then again maybe it's just me. One thing that bothers me though, Amirah said, "Awi, most probably 90 percent of the people you see today on this corridor, well you're not gonna see them for the rest of your life anymore". Come to think of it, she's right. She made it clear that things would be totally different the moment i set foot outside of this school and true enough, I'm starting to feel the pinch.

To those people who have made it this far with me, please please, find time to reconnect with our community, our Friends. No matter how busy you are, you are still a part of our clan so do not and i mean DO NOT lose contact.

Things that Awi going to miss :

1. Running around the corridor completely making a total full out of myself.
2. Skipping classes with friends just to play football.
3. Late night studies.
4. Last minute studies.
5. Shouting from one end of a corridor to another end, calling my friends.
6. Going randomly into other people's classes.
7. Examinations.
8. The adrenaline rush when we run from teachers.
9. Acting all lunatic just to make my friends smile.
10. Morning breakfast with the guys at MZ.
11. Late evening staybacks.
12. Sport's Day.
13. IU Day.
14. Performing live with bandmates.
15. Gathering in a group to listen to each other's problems.

That's a hefty amount of things I am going to miss about school life. I won't post any pictures here because i have said enough about what's been going up and down in my life. No worries, the next post will have a lot of images of you monkeys :)

Soon enough Dear,
This will all just go away.

Lesson Of The Day : I need to get ready for Prom.

Chemical Kids And Mechanical Brides.

2008-10-20T09:51:00.009+08:00

Today's edition is on Izuan's open house which was on the same day as graduation day. I had to seperate the posts because there are gazillions of pictures. Anyway, after graduating, Faris, TK, Bryant, Shazrie, Thiban, Yudesh, Tarkessh, and i decided to go to Times Square to loosen up a bit. And we did that by playing arcade games at the 6th floor. After, the Last Minutes band went jamming but with the absence of Khong and Des. We actually impressed the owner of the studio and he said 'oh, good ah'. :)

The rest had already gone back to change clothes and what not before going to Izuan's open house but Faris and I stayed to study at the food court with some of the guys who didn't go back. By 4 p.m we opted to make a move so that we could reach Izuan's house on time.

I Had 6 Rounds Of FOOD!!

Yes, that's the amount of food i ate. But then again, who could resist those mouth-watering lambs, appetizing Kuey Teow, Mee kari, crunchy garlic breads, Nasi Ayam, Rojak, Cakes. Wooh!! I can eat all night. Izuan and his family sure know how to satisfy hungry people. At Izuan's, we played Winning Eleven and Chor Tai Ti to kill time. I was the last form 5's to go back and by that, it was already 11.15 p.m.

I sure had fun thanks to Izuan.

Oh, here's the result for the game

Awi (Chelsea) vs. Tarkessh (Barcelona)
1-0

Awi (Chelsea) vs. Faris (Manchester United)
1-0

Awi (Chelsea) vs. Marques (Inter Milan)
1-2

Awi (Chelsea) vs Tharrmaraj (Barcelona)
1-2

And now, my pictures will do the blogging.

OTC.

Hek!!

Subash??

Haha, kene Fasha.

Man Boobs.

Khusyuk.

Lala Lala Lai.

Pastel red and porn star white,
Ghost on the altar,
We breathe don't leave.

Pierce The Veil - Chemical Kids And Mechanical Brides.

Lesson of the day : I am customized to cut your circulation.

My Little Mona Lisa Told A Lie.

2008-10-19T18:41:00.005+08:00

No no, my blog title has nothing to do with this blog post. Today's edition is on "Awi Is Fucking Gonna Miss Form 5's Life". Yes yes, yesterday was the mega grand graduation day which was held at Park Royal Hotel from 7.30 a.m to 11.30 a.m. Tribute to the teachers who managed to put a smile on the students' faces for organizing this event. I don't believe I'm saying this but thank you. Such event left a major impact on the students who are going to finish school in like 20+ days because now, we realized that we are actually going to say bye-bye to school.

As the teachers would have claimed, this is to honour or somehow appreciate the form 5's for their ceaseless effort. I won't blab much here, check the images caught on camera.

We're not only good at kicking balls, we can camwhore too.

Nadira Aqilah Bajuri.

Amirah Mohd. Hedar

Siti Aishah Shahrin.

Mithalina Mizura Mazlan.

Last Minutes rocks my SOCKS

Do you fancy doggy style Bryant?

Aimi, beware.

Cut the lust tonight,
Alright, alright tell me why my,
Little Mona Lisa told a lie.

Pierce The Veil - Yeah Boy And Doll Face

Lesson of the day : Can I complicate your breathing Mona Lisa?

Violent, Violent, Violet.

2008-10-11T22:17:00.003+08:00

*I've been forced by a very petite angel to post and promote this (you know how you are)

They sing our song,
They cheer us on,
And make it all worthwhile.

LoveHateHero - Goodbye My Love

Lesson of the day : She's shaking, she's shaking.

She Puts The Ho In Homewrecker.

2008-10-09T15:25:00.004+08:00

I talked to Desmond today about my dream plans after SPM. I sure have a lot 'em!

1. I want to take my driving license course. Everyone wants this -.-

2. I want to take vocal classes to meet up with my band's expectation. I want to learn how to truly sing and scream. Hey, who knows, we just might be the next screamo band in town.

3. I want to learn how to play guitar/keyboard. I know that these are the two main instruments people are into now.

4. Faris and I want to train our asses at Track Bulatan Kampung Pandan so that we could stay fit. And besides, i need to keep up with my Olahragawan title and I want to get ready for next season athletics event.

5. I want to work for 1-3 months to gain money. I have no idea what I'm going to do with the money :)

6. I want to maximize the number of performances with my band. We'll entertain at weddings, mini gigs, schools and maybe even corporate events.

7. I want to spend my time playing football/futsal with the rest of my gang. We'll hold matches against Cheras team, VI team, Aminuddin Baki team, etc.

8. I want to go on a field trip with friends to places. For a start, they want to go to PD straight after SPM.

9. I want to buy X-Box 360/PS 3 and play all day long. I can make eyebags with this :)

10. I sure want to know what's wrong with us.

11. I have a lot more but i just can't seem to remember what it is.

*Don't be fooled, not all can be fulfilled .

You fear the unknown,
I fear you're unknown.

In Fear And Faith - Silence Is Screaming

Lesson of the day : Between wayward ones.

Consider This A Picture Perfect Sweet Sorrow.

2008-10-05T22:04:00.008+08:00

Event : Mamma Mia Gathering
Organizer : Mithalina Mizura Mazlan and Mariah Hanna Mazlan
Date : 5th October 2008
Time : 2 to 8 p.m.

Yes, today, Mimi and Hanna organized a gathering for their friends which turned out to be one of the best raya celebrations. So, millions of thanks to them for preparing all necessities for us to crash in at their house. There were food everywhere, from the very basic yet appetizing nasi himpit to the scrumptious muffins. Mimi and Hanna, i must say and i think everyone agrees on this, we were delighted to be your guests.

1. I hung out with my close Friends most of the time. Aimi, Faris, Aishah, Mimi and a lot more were there, dosing off on the couches and sofas, relaxing because tomorrow comes school for all of us. Mimi brought a bunch of Dvds for us to choose from so that we could watch it. And we all decided Mamma Mia (it's like High School Musical).

This is a little video about what happened next.

All of us reconnected with each other, asking how raya went and what not. As always, i received
a whole lot of bullying from the 3 Devils. Not to mention, my gay act with Faris on the bed alongside Izuan who came later (threesome la kononnya).

2. Next, all of us made our way to the park to ignite some Fireworks which was brought by Aina. It was mercun naga this time around (memang banyak la orang berjoget). We had mini war between the boys who started throwing mercun to each other. I even got my new Baju Melayu burn for that. But it was a hell lot of fun to see the girls especially, danced and screamed insanely all because we threw the fireworks at them.

3. I thank You. You certainly made my day.

These are some memories caught on camera.

Married I

Married II.

Santa Clause.

You were a priority,
Was I an option?

Across Five Aprils - A Year From Now

Lesson of the day : Your Red Dress.

We'll Never Make Another Memory.

2008-10-03T18:20:00.009+08:00

Hello world, I'm back from kampung! Raya has been a total sweetheart, I received a pocketful of duit raya (good news because I'm saving it for prom). And besides, I've got to meet with cousins, uncles, aunties, grandmas and grandpas, heck it was surely hectic and merry this time around. Like the previous years, we celebrated raya at Perak again and this year, 30 people of my family and relatives gathered around (big enough?).

Anyway, the day before raya, the main men in my family including me cooked all kinds of delicacies such as lemang, nasi himpit and rendang. The amount of food we prepared was as if we were going to organize a kenduri or something! The whole day was about cooking and my fiery battle with the fire :)

Santan Setan, :)

Believe it or not, I can start a fire.

My brother caught this mega huge fish. I think it's kerapu.

Nasi Himpit.

Enough about the day before raya, the 1st day of raya was.. Well, it was about eating what we cooked the day before. And, and seeking for forgiveness from older people. Salam restu la katakan tapi version family :)

She Doesn't Like It When I Make Faces Part 1

Aye-aye captain.

She Doesn't Like It When I Make Faces Part 2

Bahiriah.

Pak Tam with urchin Nabil

Sayang Syahirah

I look funny, don't i?

For today, we made our way to Tok Ngah's house. By the way, he's the older brother of my Grandma and the only one who still lives (he's 81 years old!). Orang lama2 ni memang umur panjang semacam :)

Anyway, the 2nd day of raya was a bit more relaxed as we only went to Nek Long and Tok Wa's houses and that only for a short while.

And by the 3rd day of raya, I'm finally home, :)

I have gazillions of pictures of raya. I can't upload it because it's too many but one thing for sure, i had tonnes of fun with my trip to kampung for raya. Till then..

And I'm worn out of fighting,
Every night you leave crying,
And i could use some time.

Forever The Sickest Kids - She's A Lady

Lesson of the day : I don't know I fight for you this way.

Your Eyes Are Bleeding, Not Glistening.

2008-09-29T05:36:00.014+08:00

This is a post to wish you people Selamat Hari Raya. I know it's a bit early but I'm going back kampung today. I won't have my Internet connection for about a week. So basically, this is my going-away post too, :)

Anyway, these are the people that i owe apologies to. See if you can spot yourself.

1. I'm sorry for being unaware and insensitive. I know you care, and i know most of the times i don't listen to you. You sure know how to get it back to me, isn't that right bestie? Call me the next time you need a bodyguard in such a short notice, :)

For the record, i do care, i do listen, and i do appreciate you.

2. I'm sorry for nicknaming you with weird names and being a meanie to you. Oh, and not to mention, sorry for forgetting your birthday. I was too caught up with things, wasn't i? Just so you know, at times that i may seem like i don't care, i actually do.

For the record, I'm forever in debt to you for being such an angelic 'adik'.

3. I'm sorry to have always picked a fight with you. It seems like whatever we talk about, we are never on the same page. Never was i, purposely wanted to do that. I guess that's just how we interact. Having you along with the other two girls as friends has certainly made my world go round :)

For the record, thank you for making my best friend's life a whole lot happier now.

4. I'm sorry to have caused such uneasiness to you at times. Hey, i don't mean any harm because you solely deserve her, right from the beginning. I want to see you lovebirds be forever happily married as long as I'm here :)

For the record, we will go to Bulatan Kampung Pandan to train our asses after SPM ok.

5. I'm sorry to irk you most of the times with my silly comments. You know that i was only trying to make you realize that there's more to life than this.

For the record, you deserve a whole lot better than whatever you're having right now.

6. I'm sorry that because of the circle of friends I'm in right now, we can't seem to communicate on a regular basis, what more in public. I don't blame them, i don't blame you either. And i know most likely, you won't read this unless i notify you but if you do, just know that i sincerely apologise.

For the record, I'm going to remember you once I leave.

7. To most of my friends, saya mintak maaf dari pangkal kepala hingga hujung kaki. I have never intended to aggravate you in any possible way. From the Gypsy Girls to the Spartans, You have my humblest apologies.

For the record, It has been a mouth-watering senior year for us. Thank you Boys and Girls, Don't let this bond fade, will ya? :)

Bile Awi Menyanyi Lagu Raya (dalam tandas) :

Selamat hari raya,
Kita berpuasa hingga sebulan,
Pabila syawal menjelma,
Hari raya disambut dengan meriah.

I am the boy that sets your girl on fire,
And when she dances oh she knows its right.
We'll send them all to hell.

Emarosa - Set It Off Like Napalm

Lesson of the day : I'll be away loves, for one week. When i come back, i expect some party-throwing ok?

They Say I Make 1001 Faces.

2008-09-28T01:07:00.020+08:00

You know, one of these days, i have to be serious when taking pictures. At least that's what i think because I've went through my album and Man! I could really crack some faces. Just look at my myspace photo album for instant. And while you are at it, do comment :)

Anyway, It's the second day i went out in a row, right after the never-ending fun i had yesterday at 'Meet The Fockers' Party. For today, i went out with the Lovebirds, Aimi and Faris. And they sure look sweet together, i have to admit.

It was KLCC this time around and yes people, it's crowded like hell. But i guess that's normal these days. We break fast at Burger King and surprisingly, Faris didn't eat a lot as i thought he would. We didn't stick long at KLCC but instead we walked all the way to Old Town White Coffee situated at Jalan Yap Kwan Seng and later were joined by Aimi's mom. Her mom gave Faris and i a ride home.

Heck, i feel like i have already finished SPM. I wonder what will happen when the real SPM ends

Face No. 1 (personal favourite)

Face No. 2

Face no. 3 (what did i tell you?)

Faris doesn't love me nowadays :(

This is what you get when you give a guy a chance to pout. Pout, pout!

Teransang.

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY AIRIS.

Quarantine me.
I'm infected.
Quarantine me.
Don't you just love what I've become.

Greeley Estates - Blue Morning

Lesson of the day : I should warn you, this is gonna hurt, this is really gonna hurt.

Now, I'm A Nightmare.

2008-09-27T00:56:00.012+08:00

Ok ok, in conjunction with the ending of our Trials, the Malay community opted to celebrate it in a grand 'promtay' way. It's called 'Meet The Fockers' and it was all planned by our sweet little Nadira and Zuri and maybe even Arope. *Credits to them.

Date : 26th September 2008
Time : 7-11 p.m.
Venue : Pelita, Hussein's house
Special activity : Fireworks Madness

Anyways, i went to Pelita quite early hoping that they would show up on time and besides the traffic jam was endless. So i had to go early.

By the way, I love bukak puasa-ing with my friends because they bring tonnes of fun. All of us gathered at Pelita and waited for Azan maghrib. Izuan, Mimi, Sara, Ming, Zuri, Zaa, Nad, Arope, Fasha, Ira, Ikhlas, Hussein came. We created a lot of disturbances at Pelita, haha. We were loud, that's for sure.

*To Mimi and Ira, You guys sure can eat a lot!

After bukak puasa, some of us had to leave because they can't stay long to play mercun. Yazeen, Azmi, Illy and Adam joined us to do some fireworking, :)

It was a hell lot of fun as some of us nearly got burned, even me. We played Mercun Botol, Mercun Thunderclap, Mercun KLCC and even bunga api. The girls, as usual did they camwhore work and were screaming all along when the firework exploded.

It was a last-minute plan but it turned out to be great, :)

Chronology

Sotong cost like 10 bucks! Mahal merepek.

Zuri, :)

Zaa, :)

Promtay Daddy.

4 Boys.

4 Girls.

Nad, Nad. Haih.

Selamat Hari Raya.

*And The Mighty Awi jatuh tergolek -.-

Lesson of the day : I had fun Angels, i did. And, and don't play mercun on slippery ground.

Tear Her : I Will Be Revenged

2008-09-26T13:55:00.000+08:00

MERDEKA!!

Yeah, Only 46 days to SPM. Good Lord.

-.-

You're Ten When You're Lying Next To Me.

2008-09-21T23:45:00.003+08:00

Ok, sorry people. Haven't been online for quite some time due to Internet problem and not to mention, EXAM people, Exam. But, but, everything went well for the first two weeks except that add maths was a bit haywire. I'm happy enough to have finished most of my papers and tomorrow I'll start some of the hardest papers homosapiens have ever created. Yes, It's chemistry and biology. 'Wee'!

So far, I've done most of the chapters in bio and chem. So, i think I'm in good hands. Who knows, i just might score all A's for every science subjects this time around.

By the way, i went out with Aishah yesterday. She wanted to catch some movies and we did. It was 'The Other Boleyn Sister' or something like that. Couldn't remember much because i was dead starving and we ended up eating popcorn for bukak puasa. How sad is that!? :)

Oh, oh, she looked like a doll with her new haircut. I think it was fringe or something (i don't know what girls do to their hair). Look at my hair, simple, bouncy, elastic, aerodynamic, waterproof, and some even claim that it's bulletproof :)

Didn't i tell you so?

She's gonna kill me for posting this.

Lesson of the day : She's a lady and ladies shouldn't be messed with.

Every Ounce Of A Dying Lady.

2008-09-09T18:43:00.009+08:00

Hakim and i had this random conversation. We decided to do a Band Marathon.

This how it works :

1. Choose a band you guys like the most.
2. Play their songs
3. Display it on your Windows Live Messenger PM
4. And talk endlessly about that band

Well, the theme for the night was post-hardcore, screamo, metalcore and semua yang sama waktu dengannya.

We started it out with Drop Dead, Gorgeous.

Awi - 1st round

Drop Dead, Gorgeous - Are You Happy

Hakim - 1st round

Drop Dead, Gorgeous - Daniel, Where's The Boat

Awi - 2nd round

Drop Dead, Gorgeous - Marietta

Hakim - 2nd round

Drop Dead, Gorgeous - Bullets Are Scene

Next which was on the list was The Used.

The Used - The Taste Of Ink

The Used - The Bird And The Worm

We'll have this marathon from time to time. Check our PM's sometimes on Windonws Live Messenger. Who knows? Maybe you would like to join.

*This is what i called a rubbish post, :)

In this most desperate hour (she cries)
A most desperate hour...

Vanna - Dead Language For A Dying Lady

Lesson of the day : These symphonies tend to eat you up.

My Titles Don't Make Sense Most Of The Time.

2008-09-07T23:23:00.004+08:00

I would rate today 9/10. Know why?

1. I finished most of my form 5's syllabus (trial).
2. I finally started flipping through agama text book.
3. Went bukak puasa with Faris, Nadhir and Aishah.
4. Ate all kinds of toast at Old Town White Coffee.
5. Sent Aishah home by walking.
6. Played pool at Cueball with the boys.
7. Not going to school tomorrow.

So yah, basically i had a fun day eventhough i was fasting. Faris, Aishah and i went to Old Town White Coffee very early, afraid that we might not get to a table but it turned out that they weren't a lot of people bukak puasa there. We had the restaurant all by ourselves as we joked around, laughed and chattered time away. The food there was amazingly tasty especially the toast. By 8 o'clock, we left the building and headed to Ampang Point. We took a lot of pictures and here are some of them :

We were all wearing black clothes. It's like going to a funeral.

The God-Like Toast

Chor Tai Ti sebelum berbuka (the fuck!)

Attempt no. 1

Attempt no. 2

Group picture

Drive faster..
Maybe we can leave the lights,
Behind us.

Nevea Tears - Bellendaine

Lesson of the day : Only i know what my 'lesson of the day' means.

I Know Why I Can't See Your Face.

2008-09-04T15:07:00.014+08:00

Hello There, updating time. I've been occupying myself with studies because Trial is just around the corner. Haha, stress memanjang la this exam season not to mention the hectic exam schedules the school made (Add. Maths, Pend. Islam and Sejarah are all in the same week).

Anyways, this is a post to wish you muslims Happy Berpuasa. Go out there and play some firecrackers, I know I'm gonna burn something massive this festive season :). Sape2 yang belom bertobat then this would be a perfect month to do so.

Haih, sabar je la.

I had this random conversation with Bryant. It was something like this.

Awi : Weh Bryant Mok Mok.
Bryant : Apa?
Awi : Weh, jom puasa!
Bryant : yeh! Jom!

*after about half an hour
Awi : Weh Bryant, camne puasa?
Bryant : Baru abis makan kerepek. Lapar..
Awi : -.-

This is our way of releasing stress during exam season. Jamming! I have a few videos to upload but can't, the files are too big. Maybe next time :)

Our new jamming studio.

From left : Awi(vocalist), Faris(drummer), Bryant(Bassist), Khong(Guitarist)

Memoribilia

Proud to own this. Made by Desmond

She had the eyes of angel with a heart like a traitor,
And a gun with a trigger in her hand pointed at her,
We always knew you'd go up in flames,
We always knew you'd go out with a band.

Drop Dead, Gorgeous - Dressed For Friends Request

Lesson of the day : I'm an achiever.

Tainted Purple Lips.

2008-08-30T15:21:00.009+08:00

(Being Patriotic Here, forgive me)

I'm certainly going to miss such special occasion like we had yesterday at school. Yep, i think you guys already know, It was Merdeka Day Celebration. Since we're the form 5's so this is our last grand celebration which involves the whole school. And as always, every form 5's class has to perform a sketch on stage in front of the whole school. How 'cool' is that!? But overall, the sketches turned out to be entertaining and i liked Omega's sketch the most (You were funny Mimi). Other than that, the party was packed with a lot of sounds, cheers, shrieks and screams. Nonetheless, Malaysia is turning old people with tonight's most extravagance birthday countdown. And I'm going to be there to witness it all. Wee!!

Till then.

Some Pictos

We The Kings.

Arope, Puff Daddy.

Senior Boys.

Gays at work

P/S : Thank You Malaysia

I feel weak, Thrown in wide open spaces,
We turn ourselves inside out,
Expose what what we're afraid to see,
And i know what you're thinking,
I tell myself, I keep pulling,
I keep puling.

Chiodos - If I Cut My Hair, Hawaii will sink

Lesson of the day : We'll float like angels, Gorgeous.

The One I Love.

2008-08-25T18:31:00.004+08:00

Hello blog, this is another edition of wishing certain special ones happy birthday. Heck, they do have a lot of birthdays in August. And this time around happy birthday atuk (she's actually a grown woman not a man because in perak we call nenek as atuk). As usual, we held a small birthday party for her, wished her wishes, and chattered around.

-.-

happy birthday atuk! dah tua tapi makin kuat!

How adorable can you be little cousin?

Lesson of the day : Will you still say I love you, My love?

From This Heart To Yours.

2008-08-24T15:24:00.009+08:00

It's 3.30pm. Listening to Thank You For The Venom by MCR. I know, I'm supposed to study, to do a lot of things. Currently neglecting all, can't seem to function. Haih, I will rate today as a dull 4, from a scale of 1 to 10.

SPM trial is coming in two weeks time and i must say, I'm not ready people. Heck, I don't think anyone is well prepared. And surprise surprise, more bad news, Holidays are coming to an end because tomorrow school reopens. Didn't do much this holidays, wouldn't you agree more people?

Anyway, this is a video i found when i was surfing the web. It's nothing but frank stupidity, so you should watch it.

P/S : this is a rubbish post, forgive me..

Remember, remember how it used to be Darling?
Valentine..

Lesson of the day : Because I still love you and how much i didn't want You to end..

I Thank This For Being Deadly.

2008-08-22T20:32:00.005+08:00

Have you guys heard the song My Heart Is The Worst Kind Of Weapon by Fall Out Boy? Well my version is My Lungs Are The Worst Kind Of Weapon. Why? After a few unsuccessful attempts by mother to bring me to the clinic, I finally bowed down and agreed to go check myself up. Well, I've been diagnosed by the doctor and guess what?

"Awi u kena viral infection"

and..

Well basically having this infection is really a pain in the ass. Coughing feels like a death blow to your lungs (rasa mcm nak terkeluar jantung). All i have to do now is consume my medicine and antibiotic.. Haih, ViralInfection. Shit.

Happy Birthday Mommy

*call me a mommy's boy, heck i don't care. Happy 49th birthday Mama

How to save a life,
Step 1..

Lesson of the day : Cause after all, you do know best

Bring Me Closer To Heart Attack.

2008-08-22T00:25:00.007+08:00

Currently listening to : Yang Terdalam by Peterpan
Mood : Crushed
Currently missing : Band's practice, Being all athletics, Her voice

Wish Darling, just wish. And say Goodnight.

In the most direst state,

It seems to disperse.

Calamity Please.

This Is A Reason For Broken Wings.

2008-08-21T13:47:00.005+08:00

The battle loves to choose it's fight
Collapse the sight of soldiers eyes
Bombs cascading over me
May my body rest in pieces

Spring morning rain
Heal the wounds in me
On me
The battle is won
I’m not coming home

Spring morning rain
Stitch me up with strings of symphonies
On me

The battle is won
Close your eyes just dream
I’m not coming home
The battle is won
Close your eyes just...

Dream of me, locked inside your mind I’ll hide
Scream my name, feel me breathe along your thighs
Close your eyes just dream

Grasping of your sheets
Turn out the lights
Holding on to memories
Never felt so right

Shaking, squirming in your skin tonight
Oh my Marie, oh my Marie

This is a reason for broken wings

Spring morning rain
Heal the wounds in me
On me

The battle is won
Close your eyes just dream
I’m not coming home
The battle is won
Close your eyes just...

Dream of me, locked inside your mind I’ll hide
Scream my name, feel me breathe along your thighs
Close your eyes just dream
Close your eyes just dream
Close your eyes just dream
Close your eyes just dream
Close your eyes just dream

I find this song really interesting. It's by the band A Skylit Drive, titled A Reason For Broken Wings. Heck, they're packed with a lot of sounds. Go try and listen, :)

P/S : Don't try to listen if you have lungs problem.

A Skylit Drive

Lesson of the day : Hey Nightmare, Where did you get them teeth?

So Swallow Your Pride And Choke Back Your Tears..

2008-08-21T13:16:00.005+08:00

Wee World!! Yesterday was a hell lot of fun when Aishah, Aimi, Intan, Faris and i (the usual bunch) decided to go to RedBox to show our "singing talent". I still have my croaky voice due to fever that I've been having since Friday. It aint pretty you guys, :)

Anyway, we had the room from 11am to 3pm. That's 4 hours of continuous singing! And as usual, i sounded like a toad but we all had fun. Aishah and Aimi were my mommies for the day because they won't even let me touch icy drinks. But i did drink some and I'm gonna get it once mimi is back here.

After RedBox we went loitering around pavilion. Nothing much really, we decided to call it a day around 6 and we headed back home.

The way i sang yesterday was somewhat similar to the video in my previous post, :)

Pictures :

RedBox..

I think it was 'Buried Myself Alive' that time. That's why we look extra constipated, :)

Group picture

The food, Yummy!!

Intan and Aishah

Lesson of the day : Can i drink icy drinks now, mommies? :)

American Idol Version Sarawak.

2008-08-20T22:43:00.005+08:00

I was super bored and decided to record this. It is finally proven, i can "sing"!!

Lesson of the day : May I have you forever?

Penyu Bertelor.

2008-08-20T21:20:00.007+08:00

Hello there world.. Sudah lama tidak di-update-kan blog ni. Sorry for the delay. Maklumlah bercuti-cuti malaysia. On last Friday my family and i went for a trip to Pulau Redang, Terengganu (at first, i thought it was at Pahang). Bloody hell, the journey to Terengganu took us 6 hours!! My butt was cramping already, haha. As soon as we reached there, we went for a quick breakfast and i must warn u guys who plan to go to Terengganu. THE FOOD IS SUPER DUPER SWEET!! Entah bape tan gula die letak dalam makanan.

Anywho, Pulau Redang is still quite clean and not polluted unlike the others. You can still see all the enormous gigantic corals and those colourful fishes. The people there are also nice its just that most of the time i cant understand what they are saying. The chalet wasnt luxurious or anything but it was enough.

I fell sick during the 3 day trip. Wasnt able to do anything much. But i did catch a lot of pictures. And here they are

Syira was imitating the "Hear No Evil" gesture.

Im like the Matrix guy, :)

Penyu Bertelor.

The face!! The face!!

Chor tai ti! Ahaha, with the natives there

After 3 days of nothing but fishes at Pulau Redang, we found heaven when we got back to Kuala Terengganu. And it was A&W. Their mascot sometimes can be really funny

Found this at a convenient store, :)

A short conversation between Awi and his brother, Iwan.

Iwan : Lihatlah ciptaan tuhan. Laut terbentang luas, pokok setinggi gunung (acting all alim)
Awi : Heh? (stop and stare)
Iwan : Apsal, ko ingat aku x alim?
Awi : (start berguling atas pantai)
Mama : Kenapa awi berguling-guling tu??
Awi : Ma tak rasa dunia terbalik ke tadi, :)
Iwan : -.-

Lesson of the day : Sometimes, sometimes, You have to let me in darling..

Happy Montheversary Baby.

2008-08-12T21:05:00.004+08:00

Wee, hello world!! Ok, maybe it's a bit overdue to post about this but who cares. Aina and i have finally reached our one month montheversary on the 10th of August. For those who wished us, i thank you.

These are some of the things she gave. Agak terkejut dan mengharukan. Ahaha, :)

She made this all by herself. It's some sort like a glass-thingy

And lots and lots of love, :)

Lesson of the day : Happy One Month Montheversary Baby.

P/S : By the way, good luck in your exams baby..

Act Of Love 101.

2008-08-08T20:55:00.006+08:00

Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time,
Surely you can take some comfort knowing that you're mine,
Just hold me tight, lay by my side,
Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time.

I found my place in the world,
Could stare at your face for the rest of my days,
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out and Smother me,
Warm and alive I'm all over you,
Would you smother me?

Let me be the one who never leaves you all alone,
I hold my breath and lose the feeling that I'm on my own,
Hold me too tight, stay by my side,
And let me be the one who calls you baby all the time.

I found my place in the world,
Could stare at your face for the rest of my days,
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out and smother me,
Warm and alive I'm all over you,
Would you smother me?
Smother me (Smother me),
Smother me (Smother me),
Smother me (Smother me).

When I'm alone time goes so slow,
I need you here with me,
And how my mistakes have made your heart break,
Still I need you here with me,
So baby I, baby I'm here.

Now I can breathe, turn my insides out and smother me,
Warm and alive I'm all over you,
Would you smother me?

Now I can breathe, turn my insides out and smother me,
Warm and alive I am all over you,
Would you smother me?
Smother me (Smother me),
Smother me (Smother me).

Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time,
Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time,
Let me be the one who calls you baby,
The one who calls you baby..

The Used - Smother Me

Swimming Lesson

Last Tuesday, Me, Aina, Faris, Aimi, Hanna, Nadhir, and Mimi went for swimming session. Well at least, most of us did swim. And as usual, they tried to get my hair wet. Heck!! It wont work, haha. I think i need to be underwater for 2 hours get it wet :)

Anyway, it was a fun trip which ended around 7.

Stripped, :)

Love Scene 1

Love Scene 2

Lesson of the day : Sometimes I wonder what you're thinking of, :)

"No Kissing"

2008-08-06T17:17:00.005+08:00

This is a random post since i don't have anything to do, kinda bored. I went to Carrefour last Sunday and look,

Incredible Hulk

Samurai jenis ape ni??

Anyways, today was a really fine day. The boys and i went to jamming after school. It was the funniest jamming session ever when i tried to scream the song Face Down and The Kill (should have never done that). Wish i had it recorded because trust me, you would laugh your heads off if you see it.

Faris curang dengan Bryant. Don't they look cute together? :)

Found this at the studio. "No Kissing", that means i can't bring her here, :)

Lessons of the day : Don't do screaming, please..

Love Note.

2008-07-28T19:20:00.009+08:00

Sorry people, It's been a while. Ok, time to update.

Nothing much really happened since the last time i updated my blog. Anyway, I'm more than happy because tomorrow Aina and i are 3 weeks young. Hey, it's not long enough to beat Khong and Kuan Yee (3 years) but I am counting. I Love You, Valentine..

More and more pictures. Random la

uoyevoli, :)

Thank You Cupid

Please don't,
Don't make me sleep alone,
If i could,
I only wanna make you smile
If you would stay with me a while

+44 - make you smile

While browsing through my pictures. I found this. I wonder what we were thinking of.

What The F!

And this,

Ape ke jadah awi??

On Monday, Bio period, we learned about Plants Reproductive System. Below is a conversation between Des and i during the lesson.

awi : Weh, ape jantina pokok?
des : bodoh, die ade dua2 la!
awi : abis tu pokok transsexual la ye? bapak gile best!
des : (start geleng kepala)
awi : abis tu camne pokok bt intercourse?
des : (tepuk kepala awi).. bangang!
awi : (makin blur dan meneruskan pelajaran)

*dalam kes di atas, nasib baik soalan seperti itu tidak diajukan kepada cikgu. kalau x, dah berbekas dah muka.

Lesson of the day :Happy 3 weeks baby! And one more thing people, don't you ever ask those kind of questions to your teachers.

7 Homosapiens, 7 Deeds

2008-07-23T18:59:00.005+08:00

Hello World.. This blog is originated from Aimi's blog (sorry mo, for stealing). She thanked some of the people who have been there for her throughout the years. I feel like doing so too because it's been long since the last time i voiced out my gratitude towards certain people who have went through everything with me. Try to guess which is you, :)

-It's already near to two weeks you've been here for me. And frankly, you're the best thing that has ever happened to me. When you're around, happiness never seems to cease. Stay here for a little more while, would you? Would love to love you even more, :) . Thank you darling, for the love you give.

-You've been there as a best friend since form 2. Still remember how we used to stay back until late evening to practice football and athletics, or the morning rush to go to Track Bulatan Pandan just to train our legs so that it would be faster? Thank you captain, for being there.

-How long has it been? 5 years maybe? From the very first moment i got to know you until now has been quite a journey. Heck, i still fail to understand you at times even though we've got through this far. But i can't deny that you will always be a very close friend of mine. Thank you shorty, for keeping up with me.

-You are, the best little pet sister around. Remember all the late night talks about our crushes, the school and even things that don't make sense? Haha, I still remember how you got so mad at me because i forgot your birthday. Thank you sister, for the support your provide.

-I'll call this girl to do prank calls on people. Through thick and thin, you were always there even though at times you seem to be annoying. Excessive gushing about a certain someone and ceaseless whining have made us closer, haven't it? Thank you kiddo, for making it quite a journey.

-I never said thanks to you, for being the most understanding human being. I mean, being a classmate and the one who sits beside me. Hey, that's tough to handle, :) . And don't worry boy, your love will come soon enough. Thank you Black Dog, for the infinite advice.

-Hey, don't get all stressed up about school ok. You're already in form 4, it's time for you to at least know how it feels to enjoy teenage life. As i would say to you, "go break some rules" or "make a change". Thank you prefect, for putting up with all kind of nonsense i made you go through.

Lesson of the day : Thank you.

Scream Love, Please

2008-07-19T11:09:00.006+08:00

Today's blog is on Screamo songs. I browsed through the internet for some lyrics and managed to read some of them. I didn't know that even though hardcore bands scream their lungs out, some of the lyrics are actually about love.

Examples :

I curse the day my,
dream became my descent,
Suddenly i long for you,
My only love.
Band : Alesana
Song : Ambrosia

If you could, stay here for just,
A little bit, a little while, a little bit with me,
And if god could keep you with me,
I'd trade just about anything.
Band : Blessthefall
Song : Higinia

I'm right here in front of you and i can't stop sh-sh-shaking
I can't stop sh-sh-shaking,
Come on and hold me still.

Did my heart love until now cause i feel as though,
I've never seen beauty till this night,
I'm forever yeah, I'm forever yours.
Band : Chiodos
Song : Bulls make money, bears make money, pigs get slaughtered

Because these are my last words,
And this is my last breath,
I'd give your everything,
If there was something left.
Band : Scary Kids Scaring Kids
Song : The city sleeps in flame

Seemed to stop my breath,
My head on your chest,
Waiting to cave in,
From the bottom of my,
Hear your voice again,
Could we dim the sun,
And wonder where we've been,
Maybe you and me,
So kiss me like you did,
My heart stopped beating,
Such a softer sin.
Band : The Used
Song : I caught fire in (in your eyes)

Lesson of the day : I caught fire in your eyes, :)

It's Personal Now

2008-07-17T20:18:00.005+08:00

SOME TEACHERS NOWADAYS DON'T HAVE NO BETTER WORK THAN CHECKING PEOPLE'S BLOGS.

GET A LIFE..

Cheer 2008

2008-07-14T18:41:00.012+08:00

12th July, 2008

This year Cheer 2008 offered a bigger Bang than last year edition and for me, i had the time of my life being there as a supporter. The event was massive consisting of 43 teams all around Malaysia fighting for the trophy and the chance to brag for a year, :)

On Saturday, Shirtliff was the 1st one to step on the mat and they did really well. But the team i was cheering for was SouthAnchorz which was the 8th performer.

Went to Pavillion after SBS's performance with Valentine and watched the movie, Get Smart. Met up with aimi, faris, mimi, hanna, nadhir and the rest to celebrate Aishah's 17th birthday.

Spent the night with Faris, sleeping over my house.

13th July, 2008

I wore the South Anchor T-shirt today. Imagine this, going into an area full of Shirtliff supporters (black and yellow) with a T-shirt that says SouthAnchorz (white). Haha, it was funny.

Yes, Shirtliff won 1st place by receiving the awards for Best Merit and Best Sportsmanship. The 5th time Shirtliff won in Cheer Competition and you bet I'm proud of my school, :)

Some pictures :

Tharma, the bumblebee

Camwhorers

Have you got that spirit?

:)

SouthAnchorz

Aishah's Birthday Party

2008-07-13T23:43:00.003+08:00

Aishah can finally drive now she's 17 (i hope she doesn't crash up her family's car). Yup, she's old, :)

The day started normally but i forgot to wish her and i got palau-ed the whole day, thanks to aishah, aimi and mimi (when they combine, I'm a dead meat). haha, but it went back to normal when i apologized to her, millions of times!! Overall, the party was fun. Here are some pictures :

Birthday girl

uish faris, ke-gay-an

Couple no 1

couple no 2

hello birthday cake

Lesson of the day : Don't you ever forget Aishah's birthday! You'll die.

10th July

2008-07-11T01:00:00.002+08:00

I love this date, :)

Until my last breath,
Takes you from me.

Chiodos - Expired In Goreville

Bold Sins

2008-07-07T22:18:00.004+08:00

Dear world, it's been pretty dull around here. School will always be the same, same people, same corridors, same Sins.

It's 10.26pm now and the truth is i just finished doing and completing a few of my homework. My room is a total complete mess.

I don't know what it is anymore

Currently listening to "And You Call This Tragedy" by Alesana.

Sayang Syahirah.

2008-07-06T10:27:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was my sister's birthday party and yes, her real name is Sayang Syahirah. She finally turned 10 and was all excited about it yesterday. Her actual birthday date is actually on the 2nd of July but the party for it was yesterday. Her friends came over to celebrate the birthday. Anyways, Happy Birthday little brat, :)

:)

Birthday Girl.

Lesson of the day : Where are my presents? :(

Interract

2008-07-05T22:21:00.002+08:00

Check the spelling, :)

But I'm proud to wear it

I got a new t-shirt. This time it's from interact club. I like the design and the colour

Ok this is a rubbish post. I'm just so bored, :)

Meet The Spartans

2008-07-05T18:28:00.004+08:00

Hello world. Have you ever heard of the Sbu's Spartans? It's a group of warriors in Sbu who would do anything to play football, :)

Spartans

1. Desmond Dominic Raju

Position : Left back
Special ability : Fast lightning shooting ability

*Des is most probably the most noble one among us. He is really good at kicking the ball and sometimes he scores goals. Commonly known as DDR or Black Dog is a great friend, classmate and partner of mine.

Famous quote by him : I'll cut your Kuku(it means your private part)

2. Muhammad Faris Nasrudin

Position : Center back, Captain, and Center midfield
Special ability : Tremendous stamina

*He can play for a grueling 90 minutes of football without even panting. Yup, he's Faris. And girls, you're too late because he already has a girlfriend. Famous for his heading, he is good at scoring inside the penalty box when there's a corner kick. There's no other hardcore captain besides him, :)

Famous quote by him : ....(blur)

3. Izuan Iskandar Udani

Position : Striker
Special ability : Marvelous attacking skill

*The first time Izuan played for Sbu, he scored a hatrick(3 goals) and from that moment we knew that it was insane to not take him as a part of the football community. Now this guy is capable of shooting and scoring outside the penalty box with his high-quality boots(mahal tu boot boot die).

Famous quote by him : Dont know(muka annoying)

4. Arnold Das Raju
Position : Striker
Special ability : Precise accuracy and God-like dribbling

*Wow, this guy can dribble faster than you can say "awiwawibimbim" and his accurate shooting makes him as one of the three Brazilians(Des, Marques, Arnold) . He "Ole-ed" people so many times that even i have lost count. His mesmerizing dribble is described as the quickest among us.

Famous quote by him : Let's go and kick some balls

5. Marques Jeevan Menon
Position : Goalkeeper, and Striker
Special ability : Rock-hard momentum

*How do you become a goalie and a forward at the same time? You call marques. Now, he's specialty is his solid robust momentum when he runs. He'll knock anyone down in his way to score goals. No wonder he is nicknamed "The Bull".

Famous quote by him : Weh, cermin mata aku jatuh. Stop the game.(MSSKL)

6. Khong Yew Jin

Position : Left wing
Special ability : As fast as Flash

*Khong's ability to run with the speed of light and his almost perfect crosses makes him the ideal winger for our team. He's our corner kick taker and also the conductor for futsal activities. Make no mistake when you are face to face with this guy.

Famous quote by him : Sakit kat kote la! (MSSKL)

7. Tarkessh Mahendran

Position : Center defender, Last man
Special ability : Impenetrable defense

*He got long legs and will stop the ball wherever whether its on the ground or on the air using his legs! He's a good last man to stop fiery attacks from the opponent and he will do anything to get the ball even if it means breaking the opponent's legs.

Famous quote by him : Uit!!

8. Kristofer Arvindraj Kanesan

Positon : Attacking midfield, Striker
Special ability : Solid finishing
*To score goals, we call this guy. He is the kind of guy who can score anywhere as long as it's in the penalty box. Not only that, he will always be in front to create opportunities for other players to shoot goals and he rarely misses.

Famous quote by him : Your mama la!

9. Koh Tien Wei(Bryant)

Positon : Defensive midfield
Special ability : Gigantic body structure

*He's extra damn good at putting pressure on people by using body contact and he's excellent at clearing the ball(especially when defending) by heading. Don't worry people, he doesn't bite, :)

Famous quote by him : Go and die!

10. Tharrmaraj
Position : He can play anywhere
Special ability : Absolute control of the ball

*Now this guy can play the ball around without actually losing it. He's our brother, Tharma. He plays very good at times and can impress a lot people.

Famous quote by him : Yes, how are you sir?(saluting)

11. Me

Position : Right back
Special ability : you tell me

*...

Famous quote by him : ...(acting like an iban)

It's not complete.

Unique Much?

2008-07-01T19:33:00.005+08:00

Today was Gan's birthday. So, first and foremost Happy Birthday macha! He got whacked a lot today and I was there to witness it. We recorded some of the scenes and I will upload it if I get the video from Bryant. Anyways, the highlight of the day was the experiment Nad did on my hair. Check this out and see if you can beat me, :)

Experiment code 101, Specimen - Awi Jugah

Experiment code 102, Specimen - Awi Wawi Bimbim

Experiment code 103, Specimen - Ini betul-betul orang Iban

My record was 10 pens. Just now, It was close to 15!! Haha, it was hilarious.

Quote Of The Day From Nad : "Memang sah ini orang iban"

Brighter Days..

2008-06-27T23:06:00.004+08:00

Hello world.. Been abandoning my blog for a few days because of school (terasa malas nak update). Meh saya meng-update-kan kamu semua, :)

Thursday (26.6.2008)
-Went to KLIA to pick up my brother from UK
-Met my bro and he gave me Topman sweater, Ralph Lauren perfume and dozens of chocolates. Wee!
-Melantak makan chocolates balik rumah

Friday (27.6.2008)
-Didn't go to school

Saturday (28.6.2008)
-Went to a kenduri in the afternoon with my bro and his girlfriend. I must say, he's not that bad in choosing a girl, :)
-After that, had a football match with Peteh Fc (Wth! what kind of name is that). I played for my brother's team. Try to imagine this, they are all as big Shaun/Bryant and as fast as me!
-It was a draw 2-2
-Another brother of mine came back from Langkawi. So, all the siblings are here, yay!

Sunday
-Had to go to KLCC to buy my new wallet

-Had dinner with the rest of the family at Old Town White Coffee

New wallet, me likey.

Lesson OfThe Day : I want to be faster please, :)

Menanti Sebuah Jawaban..

2008-06-23T22:17:00.012+08:00

Mood : Emotionally unstable
Listening to : Menanti Sebuah Jawaban by Padi

It's the 100th time I am listening to this wretched song, hate the way they put the lyrics all together. Heck, I was fine the whole day and this song had to ruin everything. I guess it has a deep meaning, well at least to me.

Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu,
Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu,
Seiring jejak kakiku bergetar,
Aku telah terpaku oleh cintamu,
Menelusup hariku dengan harapan,
Namun kau masih terdiam membisu.

Lesson Of The Day : thank you Batman for making me feel this way.

3 Devils

2008-06-22T19:50:00.006+08:00

Mood : I feel old
Listening to : Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Awi is actually surrounded by devils

Here are some of them :

Mithalina Mizura Mazlan
Siti Aishah Shahrin
Aimi Amirah Azmi

Biodata

Name : Aimi Amirah Azmi
Age : 16
Nickname : Aimi

Aimi-Awi Conversation

Aimi : Olla wolla Awi Wawi Bimbim. Whatchu doing?
Awi : Aiyoyo, nickname baru lagi
Aimi : (laughing) You know i love giving nicknames. Btw, F_ _ _ S is so cute
Awi : Go And Die!
Aimi : (crying) Sob, sob
Awi : What what, what did i do?
Aimi : Saje je. hehe

Yep, that's Aimi. She's my best friend's girlfriend

Biodata

Name : Mithalina Mizura Mazlan
Age : 17
Nickname : Mimi

Aimi-Mimi-Awi Conversation

Mimi : (hyper, jumping up and down) Hye Awi!
Awi : Aiyoh, pekak telinga
Aimi : Babe, Awi ckp Go And Die kat i
Awi : (Started running)
Mimi : (Started chasing)
*Satu cop BodyGlove dikenakan ke badan Awi

Yep, that's Mimi. My closest bestie since form 2.

Biodata

Name : Siti Aishah Shahrin
Age : 17
Nickname : Sha

Aimi-Mimi-Aishah-Awi Conversation

Aishah : Hye daddy/abg!
Awi : Ello.
Aishah : Abu (bukan nama sebenar) bought me something yesterday. Whee!!
Awi : (blur)
*Awi terkena balingan high heels
Aimi : I love F _ _ _S
Aishah : I want Abu (bukan nama sebenar)
Mimi : (jumpy)
Awi : Go And Die!
*Kedengaran bunyi pap! Awi dipelempang mereka

Yep, that's Aishah. My sister from another mother, :)

Lesson Of The Day : When they combine, I'm a dead meat.

Memory By Sugarcult

2008-06-20T23:11:00.019+08:00

Hello world.. I've decided to post a blog on how the 1st term of 2008 passed by. Here are some of the pictures (it's random):

Formation of Last Minutes the band.

Khong's birthday partay! Yes, i got sprayed all over. Even my tities, :)

Summer at KDE.

Nad's birthday party, we both look like retards Zaa.

Fasha and Izuan's Love party. Khong was horny, hehe.

Last Minutes performed at Amoda Hotel.

Awi's Redbox birthday party.

We rocked Teacher's Day

Favourite time of the year, Sports Day. Broke the Long Jump record, :)

Ann's party. Remember this?

France and Japan, and cheer.

Haih, where did the time go? Anyways, I'm glad that the course of the year was a smooth sailing for most of us. I planned to upload more pictures but it will eat up my whole day. So yah, Thanks for the MEMORIES people.

Currently listening to : Memory by Sugarcult

Hellish Day

2008-06-20T20:11:00.000+08:00

Today was the Open Day and that only means one thing, Parents!! Who would have thought that it would finally come. AIYOYO.

Anyways, the day started with the absent of a lot of students (takut la tu). Bryant, Izuan, Aimi didn't come to take the report card. Anyways, it was kinda funny to see some of my friends being all frantic knowing that the result didn't matter. It was our behaviour in the past that mattered (pasal ponteng kelas nak main bola la).

As usual, we did get some screwing from our parents but come to think of it who didn't!! Hehe. I saw Desmond's auntie and Khong's mom being all Grrr... The teachers this time around decided to tell about our attitude. So yah, we were dead men a few hours ago. My dad told me to be serious next time and "Do not do nonsense Awi". I guess we all learned a valuable lesson today.

Lesson of the day : Lain kali kalau nak main bola, pegi tempat yang takde CCTV, :)

A New Day, A New Blog

2008-06-20T19:37:00.000+08:00

OLLA everyone and yes, my blog has finally arrived. That means i can crap here rather than to Aimi(thanks mo for putting up with me).

Anyways, i'm still new to this blogging thingy and the reason why i created this blog of mine is because everyone kept on telling me about their blogs. Heck, i want blog too and now i have one, :)

Anyways, i'll be in touch with my blog, updating it from time to time. Till then...